Don't Want/Do Want

Don't want to be told to smile
To be judged
For there to be racisim around me
Don't want to be told
I need to talk more
Joke that I don't say much
Or just mention how I don't talk much
Don't want to be left alone
Ignored or disrespected
Don't want one to assume things about me
When they don't take the time 
To get to know me
Don't want to be pushed aside
Or looked at like I'm stupid
Don't want fake smiles and fake friendships
It hurts more than being honest

I do want to be understood
Without judgement
To be listened to
I do want to be liked for who I am
To be accepted
Including my flaws
I do want to feel welcomed
To be made apart of things
I do want someone to be there for me
During the bad and the good
Just like I will be there for them
I do want to be let in
To be there for someone
During the good and the bad
I do want good friendships
To be comfortable with
To trust with my everything
To be silly and stupid with
Doesn't everybody?